I keep coming back to this idea of an artistic home and a theater company. I wrestle with it. I disengage. I let it go. I try to accept my role as an individual artist. But the idea of a home and/or a company is a virus I can't shake. I think about letting it all go. Giving up theater. Giving up writing plays. Maybe giving up writing. I imagine a scenario where that works for me. It doesn't quite fit with who I am. Or maybe how I've come to think of myself.
So I'm navigating the territory. Finding an artistic home may involve moving elsewhere. Maybe as someone suggested: I'm in the wrong place. Maybe that's what I need to accept. I've got a list of potential places to move. I'm rethinking my ideas of theater company, artistic home and how to make work. Opening up the field of possibilities.
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